This Is What I Remember

This Is What I Remember

2023 · 105 min · Drama

An amnesiac old man Zarlyk who after twenty-three years of ordeal in a foreign land, returns to his homeland. Events take place in a village in Kyrgyzstan, where he is brought by his matured son Kubat. Much has changed during his absence: the morals of the villagers, mired in the realities of a changing world, radicalization of Islam, growing crime, and moral corrosive corruption began to consume... Zarlyk’s wife Umsunai, having lost hope of his return, went into religion, married the local authority Jaichy. The bright past invades the already accustomed Umsunai’s life. But nothing touches Zarlyk. An inexplicable passion for collecting garbage replaced him everything. Will the memory return to him and will Umsunai gain lost happiness when they are pressed by tight attitudes and immorality of the clergy, when love has eclipsed recklessness?

Directed by Aktan Arym Kubat · Written by Aktan Arym Kubat

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Aktan Arym Kubat Zarlyk
Mirlan Abdykalykov Zarlyk's Son
Taalaikan Abazova Umsunai
Elnura Osmonalieva Meerim
Nazym Mendebairov Jaichy
Anar Nazarkulova Kadicha (Mother-in-Law)
Gulmira Tursunbaeva
Nasreddin Dubashev
Erkin Saliev
Maksat Mamyrkanov
Mars Tugelov
Tynchtyk Abylkasymov

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