Portrait of my Dreams Mixing with Her's

An experimental short film exploring the sexuality of a young woman

This documentary weaves together two stories of disappearance: that of Atzin Molina, my high school friend who vanished in 2019, and that of Atzin, the Totonac rain deity, believed lost or dead amid the oil-driven devastation of Veracruz, Mexico. Through these two figures who share a name—one human, the other divine—the film traces a landscape of absence, where grief, ecological violence, and spiritual erosion become inseparable.

"This short film was made by printing video stills with a photocopier. I started making it in the last months of 2019, but after my interests and the way I produce work changed drastically in 2020, I no longer had the motivation to finish it. It remains as a snapshot of what could have been."