that´s not me!

that´s not me!

THE PORTRAIT OF WHAT MANY REFUSE TO SEE

2020 · 6 min · Drama

Jake, a transgender boy, tries to face the difficulties of adapting to a new school, finding himself in conflict with his own body.

Directed by Rafael Sá Carneiro · Written by Rafael Sá Carneiro

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