Apostles Life is the ultimate sacrifice. 2022 · 82 min · ★ 4.0 · Drama A dying scholar gathers 12 young men at his remote manor to explore death through philosophy, ritual, and transgressive acts—blurring the line between thought and obsession. Show more Directed by Scud · Written by Scud ►︎ Trailer + My List Mark as watched ↗ Share Your Rating ★★★★★ Where to WatchRent or Buy Cast Amanda Lee Wai-Man Jackie Chow M Moe Chin Swan G Gavin Che Adonis He H Huang Wei Kai T Teslin Q Qiji Chen C Christopher Tsang O Owen Wu B Bank Chuang E Eric East Make it a double feature 3h 12m together Apostles + Narcissus and Goldmund A close match in mood and era. 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